Ai don’t get it. Ai am hypnotized and aI am broken, in that order of events, and even so, aI am tortured. Well.
It is a bit strange to be both, aI believe. Ai believe the hypnotizing has an effect on my sensing. Ai feel a bit detached, though feel the pains in my body, of course. Very afraid aI am not. And aI cannot say aI have any ambitions. Ai believe aI can be angry, though. And aI trust no-one.